Question for the guys

I don't know if there are any gays here. It's been a long time since I realized that I love my friend. Not just as a friend, but as a boyfriend. But I've been straight my whole life. And I kind of like to fantasize about him, and I kind of dread the feeling. I'm very afraid that if I confess to him and we have something going on, I might not like having sex with him. Then our friendship is definitely over... I've tried gay porn, but I don't like what they do. Not so much disgust, more of a natural dislike of what they do. But it's a video, I can't tell them what to do. In short, I do not know what to do, admit it? What if I'm not gay?
PetieT on March 25 at 07:13 AM in Other question
2 Answer(s)
 I hadn't even thought about it and am willing to try it. I think this will really help me make up my mind. If I do decide to reveal my feelings, I will be sure to describe it here. Thank you again for your help!
PetieT on March 27 at 01:21 PM
This is a difficult question. My advice is to face your feelings without being afraid of them. It's better to try it once and maybe regret it, than to never try it and regret it forever. My other advice is to check out webcam.lgbt . It's a safe and private platform where you can control your pulses without prying eyes. Here's a link to a good site for you. I hope you find yourself, friend. Good luck to you!
MandyLis on March 25 at 07:54 AM